I can relate to you Royd, I also had a deep loss two years ago in the drought.Loosing out the crop cuts, and keeping pets here and there out of hope did took a toll on me emotionally. Just keep trying your best and yeah keep an eye on any arrangement or adjustment that you can manage to get this...
I think that's a ton whole of discussion about who's testing what who should trade what. I agree that if you have got the whole stuff vet-tested and if there are genuine takers then it is really a 'heritage' one. Come on lets just dont make this go waste. Any one with a good need for the dairy...