newton's the goats journal

newton the goat said:

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this picture!

Keep posting pictures. We love the lambs!

Bruce said:

this picture!

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I'm extremely happy I got the shot

So since I last posted things have gotten slightly better. Step mom sought me out on her own and apologized for all the spiteful things she has said against me and for her recent behaviour. I may not fully forgive her yet but that's a start. She has been completly sober since the incident and it seems like the old her is closer to being back than not.

In other news here's how my day went..... while working at the butcher's and being told to get something from the freezer i somehow got burried in an avalanche of frozen steaks..... already had a pounding headache now i feel like someone is jackhammering my head i mean cmon.... i just finished getting over a three day migrane that had me house bound and in bed all day that lead to a fever and now the thing that was wrong with my stomach is happening again..... argh this is a redicoulously bad week and has been from the get go....... BUUUUTTTT! to give you some good news------Finally there is a date! I'm going this Friday to pick up my new ewe and ram!alerted both jobs I won' be in that day, and my grandfather built an awesome livestock box on the back of the farm truck! something to look forward to! And @CntryBoy777 I think I finally found my silver lining.... I mean cmon I think I deserve a mounain top with the month I've had especially this week!

Well...don't look it in the eye and let it know that ya are looking at it....just Enjoy it wbile it lasts....and by all means be Careful....it is much easier to take when another is the cause of your pain, but when we cause it to ourselves it is both painful and humilating at the same time....
Glad the step-mom is trying to work it out....

CntryBoy777 said:

Well...don't look it in the eye and let it know that ya are looking at it....just Enjoy it wbile it lasts....and by all means be Careful....it is much easier to take when another is the cause of your pain, but when we cause it to ourselves it is both painful and humilating at the same time....
Glad the step-mom is trying to work it out....

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I'm trying to be careful but currently I'm working 7 days a week.... not really by choice either so my dad is thinking the reason why I feel like crap right now is I over worked myself.. which I can see as possible (but doesn' mean I wanna admit it ) lol

Glad things are starting to at least stabilize for you there. May not be perfect, but better than what was. Try to be a bit more careful! No sense damaging perfectly good steaks! Sorry you've been dealing with physical pain. Try to lighten up a bit won't you?

Hi Newton. I guess you got that job with the butcher, eh? Seven days a week is hard on a person, even a young person like you, take care of your self

Glad your step mom is getting clean though I know it will be hard to forgive and forget. If she returns to being the person your dad married, at least you should be able to forgive. How is your brother doing?

Yay - ram and ewe!! And how nice you have a handy grandfather

@Bruce ya I did lol sorry for not confirming it earlier.
And I'm trying to lighten up @Latestarter lol moping around ain' gonna get me anywhere. I'e given myself days to feel crappy and now I'm back working on my feet.... and let me tell you this headache is persistent and is still lingering.

In other news I've been in the car with my grandfather since 5:30 am and am on my way to get my sheepies Will post pictures when I see them

newton the goat said:

@Bruce ya I did lol sorry for not confirming it earlier.
And I'm trying to lighten up @Latestarter lol moping around ain' gonna get me anywhere. I'e given myself days to feel crappy and now I'm back working on my feet.... and let me tell you this headache is persistent and is still lingering.

In other news I've been in the car with my grandfather since 5:30 am and am on my way to get my sheepies Will post pictures when I see them

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Woohoo, new sheep!!! Hope that headache rolls back once you get those fluffers into your life.