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I take no offense! I have NEVER had a panic situation in all my 42 years, and this was the first time that I reacted as such. I think if the poor fellow was not 16+ hands, I would have felt differently. But he looked to me like an elephant in my pasture. HUGE! I was actually tempted to go to one of them hypnotists to try to solve the situation!
What's funny is that no matter who was in the pasture with me, the dang horse would run directly to me--and I was the one who was most afraid! Last night when I went to say to goodbye to him and I rubbed his head, he looked at me with his kind eye as if to say, "you didn't even give me a chance...." I swear I balled like a little baby over it!
Even today as the woman who bought him trailered him away, I just fought back the tears.
I know I've placed him in a good situation, which warms my heart. I guess I'm just astounded I how I reacted to the whole thing! I'm disappointed in myself! But I tell ya, a few hours after this horse left my property I was calmer, my goats were calmer (probably because they were sensing my panic) and I felt more relaxed. I am still disappointed in myself, but I felt that my world that was off kilter was suddenly righted when he left my property. I don't think I will ever be able to make heads or tales of what occurred or my reaction, but I've since heard this is common.
Go figure!
What's funny is that no matter who was in the pasture with me, the dang horse would run directly to me--and I was the one who was most afraid! Last night when I went to say to goodbye to him and I rubbed his head, he looked at me with his kind eye as if to say, "you didn't even give me a chance...." I swear I balled like a little baby over it!
Even today as the woman who bought him trailered him away, I just fought back the tears.
I know I've placed him in a good situation, which warms my heart. I guess I'm just astounded I how I reacted to the whole thing! I'm disappointed in myself! But I tell ya, a few hours after this horse left my property I was calmer, my goats were calmer (probably because they were sensing my panic) and I felt more relaxed. I am still disappointed in myself, but I felt that my world that was off kilter was suddenly righted when he left my property. I don't think I will ever be able to make heads or tales of what occurred or my reaction, but I've since heard this is common.
Go figure!