Wow.. a double whammy! So sad and so sorry to hear of your losses. Got all teared up just reading your posts. I know this has gotta hurt bad! Can read it in your font. Try to find out what happened and if there was anything you could or should have done differently to hopefully prevent this from happening again. Condolences!


Many hugs! there is nothing you could have done to change what happened. Just know that they were loved and KNEW they were loved and you gave them the best chances possible. They certainly wouldn't have made it as far as they did without you. 
