I agree, even tho you have a special connection with each milking goat, it will work out. Many years ago I got rid of my goats. Then I wanted a milking one and now, I have 15. I am selling off several once they kid and can go as "in milk". Just don't need this many and will cut back to probably 4 does & 1 buck. I'm planning to get a small group of Boer just to sell meat goats....also to stock the pastures, since I have 15 acres. But THEY need minimal hands on from me, unlike the dairy. My mini horses are slowly aging out on life (20-34), so those are dwindling. That's ok, they've had a good life. One day I will retire as they have done and just walk the pastures. LOL
So, you see.....a lot of us are reducing the load of both work and cost. It is difficult, I sure know that. It is also the wise move. You will get far more pleasure from your garden and 5 acres can be cut with a good mower. Some of yours is wooded, so less to mow?
I believe that you just built a hay shed? Maybe it could be wrapped in plastic and become a greenhouse?? You know, people buy cut flowers & started plants at those farmers markets. Couple $$ here & there pays for gas.
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