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Ridgetop
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About to go dark for 4 days. Heading to California tomorrow. Everything done for quick breakdown in the am and pack cooler. Don't want to leave, but need to get home. My dear friend, my "mom", is failing rapidly and asking me to come home.
She was recovering from her cancer when her doctor had her get the Covid vaccination thinking it would best for her to be protected. She was immuno compromised but doctor told her to get vaccinated. She had a bad reaction to the first dose but the doctor told her to get the second dose. After the second dose, she got terrible reactions in her body. Muscular pain throughout her body, a horrible rash all over her body, and inside her ears, nose, mouth and throat. Complete muscular weakness, can't swallow, now incredible mucous secretions in her throat prevent her from eating or drinking anything. She s about 5'8" but lost weight down to 89 lbs. She had to go into the hospital and get a stomach tube to eat. Now she is getting terrible stomach pain from the food and tube. She is so weak she can hardly walk and was going to the doctor yesterday to arrange end of life hospice. The doctors have done innumerable tests and say they don't know what is causing these symptoms and can't do anything for her. They are pretty sure it was a reaction to the vaccine . I started crying on the phone which upset her. I will go over as soon as I get back. She wants me there even though we both know there is nothing I can do. I want to be there for her too. Her granddaughter (dead daughter's child) is getting married October 25. She really was happy about going to the wedding and bought a new outfit for it too. Now she feels so awful. She is in incredible pain. She won't be going to the wedding, and I am worried that she won't make last that long. She doesn't want to live that long because she feels so horrible. She was always so lively and active.
Sometimes life sucks.
She was recovering from her cancer when her doctor had her get the Covid vaccination thinking it would best for her to be protected. She was immuno compromised but doctor told her to get vaccinated. She had a bad reaction to the first dose but the doctor told her to get the second dose. After the second dose, she got terrible reactions in her body. Muscular pain throughout her body, a horrible rash all over her body, and inside her ears, nose, mouth and throat. Complete muscular weakness, can't swallow, now incredible mucous secretions in her throat prevent her from eating or drinking anything. She s about 5'8" but lost weight down to 89 lbs. She had to go into the hospital and get a stomach tube to eat. Now she is getting terrible stomach pain from the food and tube. She is so weak she can hardly walk and was going to the doctor yesterday to arrange end of life hospice. The doctors have done innumerable tests and say they don't know what is causing these symptoms and can't do anything for her. They are pretty sure it was a reaction to the vaccine . I started crying on the phone which upset her. I will go over as soon as I get back. She wants me there even though we both know there is nothing I can do. I want to be there for her too. Her granddaughter (dead daughter's child) is getting married October 25. She really was happy about going to the wedding and bought a new outfit for it too. Now she feels so awful. She is in incredible pain. She won't be going to the wedding, and I am worried that she won't make last that long. She doesn't want to live that long because she feels so horrible. She was always so lively and active.
Sometimes life sucks.
There are no words,. . Reading this, then listening to the BS on the TV (computer new stream) this morning about the push for the vaccine is making me literally sick.,. More schools here have put in a full mask mandate, and it won't be long before we won't be able to even breathe without it the mandates forcing us to all become their pawns.,

She and Dominic came over with both girls. Baby Annabel is sooo active! She is trying to scoot and only succeeds in rolling around everywhere. LOL So cute. Starting to teeth. Maisie was happy to see Grandma and Grandpa home too. She came over yesterday to play with DGD1. They love each other so much. Both DGD2 and DGD3 are coming over tomorrow to be babysat while mama is working. DSIL2 (almost) had the chance to work another shift and i said we would watch the little ones. 


Stupid me.
making plans. Then you think about it and
wonder if you are doing the right thing. You bought the ranch, 
so he can hang out with BJ. Your kids say 

Your children say you are too
and that makes you