I can relate, we had our very first lambing experience with our first year ewe that was due in a week who delivered a stillborn ram lamb last night, it was very small compared to what i have seen on you tube or on here, a friend of my daughter's and a co-worker of mine both came out to help us check the ewe to make sure she wasn't carrying another. she wasn't, and the friend (who has lots of experience breeding) said the lamb seemed not normal size wise and it's belly was round and "waterlogged". so it wasn't meant to be.
BTW anyone know if you can use DE to get rid of "sheep mites" we had those when we first got this ewe, she was covered in them, we used a pesticide and sprayed it on her to kill em and thought they were gone, but now last night my daughter had one on her from being in the shelter, it bit her, so i want to spray or spread something that will kill them and keep them away.
They are little brown bugs that look a little like a tick, and if you squeeze them they don't die, but her FFA teacher said they aren't ticks, he called em sheep mites